nearly all my exams are over except for the bio one on tues but.. i'm not delighted; in fact i'm so angry at myself atm. So, fellow readers; i shall warn you that this post is going to be very depressing, so feel free to
leave
now.
arghhh.. everything was fine up until thursday night after debating(which we won by 1 point). My brain was unfunctional- could not sink in any maths revision at all. Today, at lunch time i was fretting, i already had a bad feeling about the maths exam and... hey hey hey.. i was right! Presentiment- ha;
yea, maths exam ARGH i can't believe i stuffed it up! I hate myself for not studying as much as i should have. I hate myself for not looking over my notes leading up to the maths exam day. I blame myself for not practicing more analysis questions; which i'm weak in. I hate my brain for forgetting how to do some simple problems. I feel so useless, i know its only a maths exam- only 20% of ur mark but still.. imagine some of the questions were in the VCE exam.. oh god.
I don't like this feeling; i'm not looking forward to getting my marks back for maths; not at all. I'm scared- i know i'll be disappointed :'(
I won't enjoy this long weekend- and on top of that i have a chinese oral sac tomorrow, bio exam on tues, a maths test on thurs.
Yes, i'll go and have a cry now...
6:21 PM
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*Many times in life, we sometimes wonder, why "me?"
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